Sunday, November 1, 2015

ThanksLiving


Many years ago,(2008) on another blog I had (http://notes-about-nothing.blogspot.com/2008/11/month-long-gratitude-challenge.html), I posted everyday in November something I was thankful for. I printed off the pages and made a little book of the posts. It is one of my favorite things. 
I think it is time to do it again with fresh eyes. A lot has changed in 7 years -and a lot has remained the same. It will be strange to repeat this exercise.
I won't be posting everyday because I can't create verse/pages that quickly, but this falls in line with a series of sermons Pastor Josh will be giving and I borrowed his idea. Since it is what I will be immersed in this month, I thought it would be a good idea to reflect that here. I think it is great preparation for the Christmas season.

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Genesis 46:3



Verse 10



Life threw me a curve ball or two this week. Which is why my last posts have been delayed. My husband injured himself (he is fine now, thank God!) but it required several days of doctor visits and me driving him. In other words, my time was no longer my own. In addition, my son had a film project which required filming in the evening so the "actors" were here for some time before dark. Long story short, my house has been filled with chaos. I think the enemy likes to use chaos to distract us.
I did this page a week ago. I wrote the above several days ago. Every time I have sat down to write this entry something has come up. It is funny that this lesson is about integrity. I get frustrated with myself when I set a goal and I miss it. I am not sure I can complete my remaining three entries by tomorrow evening. Which feels like a failure to me. I am reminding myself that my priorities have to be God, family, church, everything else... 
So I will post this without the lesson on the portion. I hope to get some time this weekend. We shall see. Thanks for understanding! 


Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Genesis 45:5


Verse/Lesson 9
Genesis 44:1-45:15

Today’s portion of Joseph’s story is about a final test for his brothers and the big reunion. The first time I really studied Joseph’s story was a little over two years ago. I remember when we got to this part of the study feeling a little put off by what Joseph does in this part of scripture. Why plant the cup and falsely accuse them –especially in light of the fact that Joseph knows what it is like to be falsely accused!
In case you didn’t have an opportunity to read the portion yet, Joseph has seen Benjamin, released Simeon, fed the brothers and filled their sacks with food and allowing them to return to their home. He instructed his steward to fill their sacks with as much food as they could. In addition to each man’s money returned to them, he ordered his own silver cup to be placed in Benjamin’s sack. He ordered his steward to follow them and overtake them with the accusation of the stolen cup. The steward was to ask them, “How could you repay kindness with evil?”

The steward did as he was instructed. When the steward accused the brothers of stealing the silver cup they reacted with disbelief and basically refute the accusation and add that if they did find the cup that brother would be a slave to Joseph!

They were not considering the option of the set-up, were they? Nope.

Of course the cup is found in Benjamin’s bag and they all load up and return to the city to have a chat with Joseph.
The Bible says their reaction was….
“…they tore their clothes.”
That is a level of frustration and sorrow I have never known. But in that moment they knew that past sins were coming back upon them. Look at verse 16

 And Judah said, “What shall we say to my lord? What shall we speak? Or how can we clear ourselves? God has found out the guilt of your servants; behold, we are my lord’s servants, both we and he also in whose hand the cup has been found.” ESV

Judah answered, "Oh, my lord, what can we say to you? How can we explain this? How can we prove our innocence? God is punishing us for our sins. My lord, we have all returned to be your slaves--all of us, not just our brother who had your cup in his sack." NLT

"What can we say to my lord?" Judah replied. "What can we say? How can we prove our innocence? God has uncovered your servants' guilt. We are now my lord's slaves--we ourselves and the one who was found to have the cup." NIV

(Emphasis is mine) but look at the underlined portion of that verse. I didn’t catch it the first time but I think this line is a guilty conscience. Not for stealing the silver cup, but for what had been done to Joseph. I think, Judah had been living with the results of his hatred and jealousy of Joseph by having to see what his actions did to their father. He knew Jacob would not survive the loss of Benjamin too. All of the years of what they had done, Judah is now feeling the full weight of it. And this time Judah doesn’t think of himself but of his father and his brother.
I guess that is what Joseph wanted to see all along. Are they changed? Would they make a different choice given similar circumstances? Joseph needed to know.
The last part of chapter 44 reads like a re-cap on a tv show. Previously on ….
Judah recaps the events to try to show they wouldn’t do what they were accused of but then explains that he cannot hurt his father, Jacob, by leaving without Benjamin and pleads to be able to take his place for the sake of Jacob.
Upon hearing this, Joseph can’t keep his identity hidden any longer!
How I wish the Bible gave us a detailed description of what each brother’s face looked like upon hearing the news AND what thoughts were running through their heads! I also wonder over the twenty years since they last saw Joseph if they ever thought about him or thought they saw him out and about?

Not long after my dad died, maybe 9 months or so, I remember being in a bank parking lot and seeing a man that looked exactly like my dad. I was 16 and hadn’t spent a lot of time with my dad before he died but it stopped me in my tracks. The hair on my neck stood on end and I remember crying. I knew it wasn’t him but for a few moments it was him.

I wonder if they ever had moments like that.

My verse for today comes from the portion of scripture where Joseph is assuring his brothers that he is not angry with his brothers for he knows it was God at work, divinely placing him in a position to help many during the famine.

And now do not be distressed or angry with yourselves because you sold me here, for God sent me before you to preserve life. Genesis 45:5 ESV



Can you hear the grace and mercy and forgiveness in Joseph's words?
I know I have said this before, but I think it bears repeating because it is repeated so often through Joseph's story. We are called to have a good attitude. Really our good attitude should be a natural outpouring of our faith in Jesus. We have to remember circumstances change, but Christ's love and the gift of the Holy Spirit never change. Because of that we should be able to find God's hand in our circumstances and be able to forgive, and extend grace and mercy.

Many years ago I worked in a position where I helped supervise a large group of customer service representatives. It was in a call center and one of my duties was to take over calls that were problematic or if they were requesting to speak to a supervisor. There was this one young woman in the group that didn't like me. The first time I took a call for her I remember she complained to my boss that I touched her keyboard. Which was funny because I have to plug into her system and computer in order to take the call. Anyway, I remember feeling really frustrated with the situation and not liking her very much for being so unreasonable! I was sharing with my mom about it and my mom suggested I try to lightly touch her when the opportunity presented itself. I did. And over the course of several months two things began to happen. She softened towards me....AND I softened towards her. I began to understand her a bit better and see how her circumstances made her react a certain way. I also learned that by extending her grace and kindness she was able to do the same. By the time I was leaving that job, that young lady had invited me to her wedding and help throw a going away party for me. She also gave me a very thoughtful gift that I had for the longest time. I kept it to serve as a reminder that MY attitude can make all the difference in other's attitudes.

Chuck Swindall says this about Joseph, "He was great because of his faith in God, which manifested itself in a magnanimous attitude toward others and his magnificent attitude toward difficulties. A strong faith leads to a good attitude. When those two essentials are in place, troubles become challenges to face not reasons to quit."

How great is that???? I rambled on and on, and Chuck said it perfectly!

The remainder of the portion is Joseph saying come and live with me... I will set you up ...famine is going for another 5 years....bring father...
I imagine there was a lot of excited energy in the air. The reunion with the brothers, helping them in the difficulty of the famine, the anticipation of being reunited with Jacob...exciting times!

The next portion of Joseph's story will be Genesis 45:16 -46:29

Sorry this post was late. It is a busy week in our household. My baby had a birthday and I am celebrating my anniversary with my hubby this week. He is home on vacation.


Monday, October 19, 2015

Genesis 43:23


Verse/Lesson 8
Genesis 43:15-34

We have a short passage of scripture for today just 20 verses. We left off with Jacob wringing his hands for fear of losing Benjamin if the brother’s took him to Egypt with him. So in verse 15 it says they took double the silver (to make up for what was returned to them last time) plus gifts…and Benjamin and made their way to Egypt.
When they arrived and Joseph saw Benjamin he had them brought to his house and had a grand meal prepared. Joseph’s brothers were scared at this point and began explaining what exactly had happened… it reminded me of the long-winded explanation one of my kids gives me when they think they are in trouble. As I read it I found myself chuckling a little bit because it was just like they were little boys in trouble instead of grown men. And then the steward said to them … (in my head I heard him say it in a calm-yourself-everything-is-okay sort-of way…
He replied, “Peace to you, do not be afraid. Your God and the God of your father has put treasure in your sacks for you. I received your money.” Then he brought Simeon out to them.  Genesis 43:23 ESV



 I really wanted a peaceful image with this verse so I attempted to do a Bokeh technique to create a soft and peaceful feeling on the page.

So the steward tells them …calm down it is okay nobody thinks you stole the money. (the phrasing is mine J)
What is coming next is when Joseph gets to take a good look at all of his brothers. I was struggling for what to say about this emotion filled passage and then I read something Chuck Swindall wrote. He was talking about Vietnam POWs returning from captivity and described the emotion like this:
“As life went on while they were separated, not a day passed without their hearts returning to one another.  And then, there they were together again –struggling to put those years of separation into words. As songwriter, Fanny Crosby once put it, “Chords that are broken…vibrate once more.”
A scene not dissimilar from those I have just described is about to occur in our story of Joseph. Again, the emotions that surround it are difficult to put into words as all the brothers of a family, separated for more than two decades, will soon be united.”

That really prepares the reader for the powerful emotional scene that is about to play out in scripture. I had a hard time deciding on the verse I selected today. I debated for weeks between the one you see and the next bit of scripture.


Deeply moved at the sight of his brother, Joseph hurried out and looked for a place to weep. He went into his private room and wept there. Genesis 43:30 NIV

Then Joseph hurried from the room because he was overcome with emotion for his brother. He went into his private room, where he broke down and wept. Genesis 43:30 NLT

Then Joseph hurried out, for his compassion grew warm for his brother, and he sought a place to weep. And he entered his chamber and wept there. Genesis 43:30 ESV

There is such sweet tenderness in this verse. I love all three versions of it too.
Deeply moved, overcome with emotion, compassion grew warm… isn’t it beautiful?

Grace and love.

The portion of our scripture for today finishes up with them sitting down to have a meal. It is a little funny that the brothers ate together, Joseph ate alone, and the Egyptians ate alone. I did read something that was interesting on this last bit. I didn’t pick up on it at first but it is interesting to think about.
Author and scholar, Henry Morris, explains the brother’s astonishment.

“After they were assigned to seats at their table, the eleven brothers noted a remarkable thing. They had been seated in order of age, from the eldest through the youngest. If this were a mere coincidence, it was indeed marvelous. One can easily show…that there are no less than 39,917,000 different orders in which eleven individuals could have been seated!...Evidently, this man knew a great deal more about their family than they had realized; or else he had some kind of supernatural power. They had no answer, and could only wonder about it.”

Joseph’s love for his brothers far outweighed any hurt left behind. His heart was full of love and forgiveness. Just like the grace extended to Joseph’s brothers, God has extended forgiveness and grace to each of us through Jesus.

Isn’t it such a sweet and tender part of the story? I do love this story!

For next time, read Genesis 44:1-45:15